This is it! I have announced it to the world! My book and my website!
On 2011-11-11, superstition led me to wait for this day! HAHAHA! So after all this, I thought I was free at last! Nevertheless, anything that brings GOOD luck, well, I still allow myself a leeway to fall! I AM HUMAN AFTER ALL!!!
One would have though, t I would be exhilarating over this announcement! When asked yesterday after she saw my book: “You must be excited over this. How do you feel?” My mind drew a blank. I have disengaged myself from feelings for such a long time I still haven’t been able to let loose, without making a conscious effort.
So to my readers out there, my apology! Yes, I feel complete now that I have freed myself from all aspects of self imprisonment I had imposed the lock on myself. However, I have yet unleashed all negative cells from my body in order to respond naturally in a positive state. I reckon, this is a life long process; and I have yet to repeat this journey time and again. Good news is that I have gone through this process once, the next process would be easier and quicker; and so the next.
So, after conscious shifting into this new found freedom to a positive state, I feel SOLID! That’s the first word that came to me!
Yes, such an abstract feeling, my friend!
None of those ornamental uplifted feelings
When I clung onto
A word of praise, a nod of approval!
At the same time,
Neither of those awful heavy feelings
Deep rooted my feet below the ground.
Just plain SOLID me!!!
I have substance
In and out,
No more or less,
Just being ME!
Do I feel disappointed?
To a certain extent
Yet
I am living in the present
Feeling, tasting, savoring
Every vision, sound, fragrance
Wouldn’t trade it for the world!
Today, NOW,
I am 52,
At this very moment,
Never feel any younger
Fresher, ALIVE
I thank GOD for such
A VIVID birthday present
I see, hear, smell and taste
This very lively endowment
Bestowed upon this tiny self
Me, my life, I live!!!
Let’s celebrate!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
Aliette Mau
2011-11-12
On 2011-11-11, superstition led me to wait for this day! HAHAHA! So after all this, I thought I was free at last! Nevertheless, anything that brings GOOD luck, well, I still allow myself a leeway to fall! I AM HUMAN AFTER ALL!!!
One would have though, t I would be exhilarating over this announcement! When asked yesterday after she saw my book: “You must be excited over this. How do you feel?” My mind drew a blank. I have disengaged myself from feelings for such a long time I still haven’t been able to let loose, without making a conscious effort.
So to my readers out there, my apology! Yes, I feel complete now that I have freed myself from all aspects of self imprisonment I had imposed the lock on myself. However, I have yet unleashed all negative cells from my body in order to respond naturally in a positive state. I reckon, this is a life long process; and I have yet to repeat this journey time and again. Good news is that I have gone through this process once, the next process would be easier and quicker; and so the next.
So, after conscious shifting into this new found freedom to a positive state, I feel SOLID! That’s the first word that came to me!
Yes, such an abstract feeling, my friend!
None of those ornamental uplifted feelings
When I clung onto
A word of praise, a nod of approval!
At the same time,
Neither of those awful heavy feelings
Deep rooted my feet below the ground.
Just plain SOLID me!!!
I have substance
In and out,
No more or less,
Just being ME!
Do I feel disappointed?
To a certain extent
Yet
I am living in the present
Feeling, tasting, savoring
Every vision, sound, fragrance
Wouldn’t trade it for the world!
Today, NOW,
I am 52,
At this very moment,
Never feel any younger
Fresher, ALIVE
I thank GOD for such
A VIVID birthday present
I see, hear, smell and taste
This very lively endowment
Bestowed upon this tiny self
Me, my life, I live!!!
Let’s celebrate!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
Aliette Mau
2011-11-12
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